www.sGt.Sicko.x.Blogspot.com [ Happy or sad, you decide. ]

o.O

2008-11-19T10:03:00.002+08:00

Hello!

I actually got a blog. Lol.

Liao Liao... I have grown fat. Life's good... I guess I must lead a healthy lifestyle. No more drinking! So how do I survive?

I had been drinking constantly each week, 3 times, 2 times a week. Teach me how to say ''No''.

Hahha.

I am going to see the Doc now, cause I'm coughing my lungs out!

8 8 8 !

2008-08-08T12:05:00.003+08:00

Hellooo!

Today is so nice! 8/8/2008. Toto is 8 Million and the winner might be Me.

What will you do if you win 8 million overnight? I would invest half of it. The other half will be spammed. Now I'm at work, bored. But good thing is that I get to choose what to drive later on. Van =X
I'm late for booking the Nissan Sunny... Few hours late. Nvm, Cheaper petrols...

Slacking later at night @ maybe Yishun Dam. Anyone ?!

Everyone! 8 8 8 8 !
Bye

1st Post In August!

2008-08-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, I came back and type... Lol. After I had changed the skin of this boring page.

So what happened in July. July was great for me, met up with friends... went Batam and play water sports, shop around and stuff...living like kings there. Hahhs. Soon after, friends went Ns and we seldom had the chance to meet!

After that I had my Birthday celebration. Received many sms'es :)

Nothing fantastic or happening happened.

August, I think there will be a IT-fair. Rmb to go okay? :)

I got no friends!

2008-07-12T15:21:00.002+08:00

Now that almost all my friends went into NS, I got no one to ask out to slack, its down to 2-man team. OMG! So desperately looking for people to slack! Pm me!

Tired

Finally another post

2008-07-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I am posting again! Lol, bored.

Most of my friends went into National service, I finally understood what my brother meant when he said it sucks to retain in Poly. He said that feeling sucks and you won't want to go to school. I finally realised that it is very true. Nevertheless I got to clear this stage and get on with life.

So now, I finally had my driving lic. Not much chances to drive thou, wrong timing as my parents just changed car... Don't want to drive much too. Petrol consumption sucks, I'm broke after 1 day of driving. Hmms, I think I prefer automatic cars to manual cars. Like Datona on the road :)

Now, the next thing to clear is my FYP 3. Progress is good, believe that clearing isn't a problem. Hope everything goes well :)

Yesterday, went Batam with my friends for a day. We played and shopped, the standard of living there is very very Low. We felt like kings, I can't believe that Movie tickets in cinema better than Gv Vivo only cost $3.80 on Sunday. Massage there is cheap. $30 for an hour. The water sports is fun and cheap too. Lastly, there is.... A & W there! Nice :)

Victor

Jokes

2008-04-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Yo,

I think I am really a joke, I tried to quit smoking for some reasons. I managed to stop smoking for more than a day. Wows, thats a record to me. Everyday like 2 to 3 sticks, it is all in the mind, mind over body or body over mind.

Anyway, I gave up trying to be better. I am just a joke, things wont change even if I quit...Lols. Rubbish. I think I should let texas and whiskey do the job. I swear I am going to drink this coming week no matter what.

Tired each day. Fuck!

Joke.

Opps, I forgotten that I got a Blog

2008-04-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone,

I forgot about this blog... I am busy sleeping everyday, playing mahjong, going out with friends. Really enjoyed the fun :D

I'm just like a rubber band being stretch apart...ouch! Stress...

So it is that today is the 1st day of school...and it sucks! Today I went off early and met Des for pool. We had our mini competition, I lost my desired **** because I cant get the black ball in, what a joke! I lost the fightback match too...

But, the "joke club president" title... I won, Des got this title for about 10mins, till he won the fightback match. Lol. What a joke!

I think I am a joke, So stressed...

Victor...

>_<

2008-02-16T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hello,

Long time since I updated, so I guess it is time to update at least once... =X

CNY visiting are over, had fun visiting, gambling and drinking. Recently I went for a BBQ with my friends on the 13th. It was fun, tiring. We had all sorts of games and food. Games like... kite flying which lasted for about 10 mins because the kite just wont fly. Lol.

This holiday, I can play as long as I want I guess. I still have to study once holiday is over. Zzz... I think this is going to be a busy holiday. Got gatherings from Sec sch friends, Poly friends...

Looking forward to each of the meetings :)

What da Fuck

2008-01-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

Lol..

Wednesday is over, and...I failed my Tp~ Aww...God damn. Got 6 points inside, and 26 points outside? 26 points of speed too slow and related? What is that. Damnit, hate the waiting time.

After that went home, and mahjong at home. Lol. For the 1st time, Ben won 30 cents. Congrats... And kelvin's dota nick will be last since he came in last in mahjong this time round.

I think winning the mahjong is a consolation for my Tp. Hahhs...

Alrights, I got to go sch tomorrow to prevent the letter sending that Rp does.

Cyas.

Stress

2008-01-14T00:13:00.000+08:00

Stress stress stresss...

It is monday, and...soon wednesday, and that will decide if I am able to drive around. TP, yeah.

I have been practicing hard. Damn hard. Lets hope everything goes well... I think I miss partyworld'ing and drinking... I am going to play and play!

Fyp 2 is ending soon. Didnt know what happened thou. Again, lets hope everything goes well.

Overnight fishing at Punggol~

2008-01-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

It is the last trip for the holiday I guess. Lol.

Look! So fun.

As you can see, the squid, we caught it and used it as our bait since our prawns are finishing...Then @ 6am, our biggest catch by Lazy came, a 1++ kg 'Seng-Fish' or what, Bait used was... half of the squid's head. The slipper showed how big and fat the fish was.

And the tripod was caught too...Anyone knows why isit called 'tripod'? It took 2 person and more than half an hour to fish this stupid fish. Longest fight so far...

[::Catch::]
1. Catfish
2. Squid
3. Seng-fish
4. Tripod
5. Ku cro(something like stonefish)

I think this is a fun trip, we shall continue searching for good fishing spot~

=]

New year

2008-01-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

2008

Wonder what is installed for me. Actually can grad liao. But because I choose to rest last sem, now I am paying back. I need to retain for 1 sem. Hope that this last sem will be over soon.

Haven been doing anything great recently, School is starting real soon again. Sem is ending as well, really had fun this sem. I guess about 1 more mth and that is it. Damn damn fast, poly life is ending. Darn.

I need to play more~

Last post of 2007

2007-12-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

Hi,

I guess this will be the last post for year 07. What a year with many Ups many downs...Finally over soon.

For X'mas eve, managed to pub with my friends. Had fun as we counted down, Hahhs.

-- A picture of that night --

So now is just few more days away from 2008. Wonder what will this year be like for me. Will I be able to quit? I have no idea. Yesterday I thgt to myself, that it would be rather difficult to quit. Smoking is already part of my routine and life. How am I suppose to stop something which is already part of myself. How ?

=]

Busy

2007-12-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

I think I am going to DIE...My cough didnt seems to stop. Cut throat*

So X'mas is coming soon, I have not plan what to do and where to go yet, I guess maybe drinking at some pub. Ran out of ideas already...

This week, Monday and Tuesday, went school for gaming competition in Rp. Had quite alot of fun during the Cs thou teamwork isnt that great as other teams. Of cause we did not win. We are losers.. Our team name for Monday was GoDz and 666 for Tuesday.
SATAN! was our cheer.

Now I am going out to buy Router and a modem, just in case future problem arises. Hope that I can host game with it.

=]

Moodless

2007-12-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Today, is Sunday.

Very fast. I didnt know what I did during the weekends.

Friday, nothing special. Rest and rest and rest...Sick.

Saturday, Went overnight fishing with Lazy, Desmond and Kelvin. Met Desmond in the early evening with all my fishing stuff and went down to...Orchard to meet some guy to collect his Stussy T-shirt. Felt quite out of place as I am in the fishing attire and with two fishing rod!

After collecting, we went down to serangoon to have dinner. Then we meet at the interchange and took a bus to punggol end.

The whole night, Me kelvin and Desmond had been slacking. Dont know why, I felt moodless to fish. No Feeeeelingggg...that will have any bites. The sky is full of stars. Breeze is cooling. Just feel like relaxing. Poor Lazy.

Sunday, reach home in the morning. Used com for awhile and went to sleep.

This is my weekend :S

I didnt realise it is Sunday today! Fk.

:D

Lols

2007-11-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

Lol.

Sunday and Monday, went to partyworld. Now I am out of voice...

Tomorrow I am confirm going to school. Cannot miss anymore lesson le. Nothing much to post recently, so...Slp slp slp.

=]

=)

2007-11-25T09:19:00.000+08:00

Sunday is a good day to sleep.

Saturday was sucky, got a grumpy instructor. Noisy. Why cant he shut up? Hmms, after that, my saturday was quite good. Now I am worried for my FYP, How? Very behind time. This is what I get when I have got fucked up members. DF!

Alrights, I shall return to sleep~

]]Sunday 25th Nov 07 0145am[[

Friend or Foe

2007-11-22T07:24:00.000+08:00

I always believed that what you say to a person is important. You speak negative comments, you leave a fatal impression for who you spoke to.

Again and again, I seems to misplace my trust in certain people/friend. That person should know who he/she is, dont need to come ask me who. Save that huh?

I think defending what you have done, your character, is a waste of my time. From now, I will just "speak the truth and shame the devil". LOL.

=S Late for lesson again.

Victor.

O_O

2007-11-22T07:10:00.000+08:00

:S

Mmm...start from Monday, I skipped school since I have not skipped for that module yet.

Tuesday went school, Des and I met super early because we want to reach early. So I woke up at 6am. I think many people was quite surprised. Lol. After school, rushed off to meet a friend to watch...some Bees related movie. Bee Movie? It is quite funny, enjoyed the movie...

Wednesday! Was quite special, I went smoke-free...Because I was late for meeting lilbunnie, I had to promise not to smoke on the whole wednesday. It is so hard to go smoke-free. Went for driving lesson in the morning, not that bad. Tio gan and praised by instructor...

After lesson, went home and sleep, kept myself from smoking. In the early evening, met up with classmates to go prawning! My 2nd time prawning. Caught 11 prawns for 3 hours, not bad for newbie like me. My 11th catch was a special one, the prawn swam into my net itself!

Sunday...Zzz

2007-11-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Sunday was fine for me. Slept till quite late, after that watch dvd, play games and chat online. Next was Dinner already, went dinner with my family, after that...it is time for my brother to return to tekong. Byebye...Lols.

Long time never go relax with my brother liao. Dont know when will be the next time, Why must there be NS. fiak! Lol!

Peterpans!

Weird Day

2007-11-18T03:36:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a funny day.

No idea how to describe it, shall start from the start? Woke up in the morning as usual, taking my morning puff. After that, met up for breakfast before going to work at Suntec. Ben was sleeping, so we went to his house for the 2nd time to do a house visit.

So we reached at around 1030am, started work and everything was quite normal, until we started meeting all sorts of weird people asking us for help. Met new friends over there. I just like to make new friends, so cool to have people from everywhere.

Work ended and was having my last stick before going home. On the way came 2 little girls, doing charity. Selling pens huh... Did some funny things over there, something which I had never done before, I think it is the last time I will do it. Damn freaking weird.

Knew another friend again, happy in some sense. On the way home, Edmund and FM called, so I went down novena to meet up. Shopped for awhile and went to have some mango thing. Nice chatting with them, quite fun.

And, went back to yishun...met another group of friends for movie! For the 1st time I felt so busy...after the sucky movie, went supper and it was till now...4am.

Tired~
yawns...

Nice Dunhill

2007-11-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

Ok

Today(Friday), I woke up on time, but started to surf the net as I had my morning puff. So in the end I overshot the timing and was late for class. Went up to the board to wrote stuff before I know what's going on, I am half awake at that point of time + my English...Lols. Completely cannot make it :S

Argh, I am trying to upload a picture of my Dunhill collection. What's wrong with photobucket.

Tomorrow, I have work at Suntec again. Wonder what will it be like, hope it will be fun. Alrights, I think I have to rest.

:D
Victor

Tired

2007-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

Tired!

I am just not getting enough sleep recently, why? I think because I am gaming till late nights. Damn.

Too tired to smoke also, which is good? Today I took...mmm...5 sticks I think. Not bad eh?

HR lesson tomorrow :)

-__-

2007-11-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching some movie on SCV, there is a verse like.. '前面是死路，希望在转角'... Anyone watch that movie before? Quite nice... after the show, I went downstairs to buy a pack of cigges. Browsing thru the store, I decided to get Dunhill lights. I like the packaging alot. Now I have got 3 colours, Red, green, and Blue. Wait till I collect all the funny colours!

Working at Suntec tomorrow. Hope it will be fun enough~ Saturday as well! Come find me!

..Updated again..

2007-11-13T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey hi~

Finally, I wasted some of my time today since I skipped school to update here. Shifted the structure around to make it look more interesting to myself.

Life is good for me, school is fun. Looking forward to overcoming some things/incidents. So far so good~ From waking up till now, I just smoked 2 sticks! Quite happy. I really want to quit, hope that is possible. Lol!

What else can I share about? Nothing much I guess, Got to go dinner.

:D

O_O

2007-10-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I am back, after so long. I almost forgot I had a Blog.
Lols..

So what should I write about?

I think life now is fine for me, very tired everyday. No problem with sleeping already, hurra~ no more pending sessions. Lesson in school now seems fun, most prob because of classmates. All gamers and friends I know, so fun.

Went fishing with classmates too...quite out of luck recently, when will my big fish come? hurry alrights, I am hungry.

Thats all I want to type, will type soon again.

:D

闷

2007-08-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

太闷了！

Okays, actually tried if I could blog in chinese but ended up I didnt have the patience to type.

Had been a long time since I last Blog. Recently read a post in my friend's Blog. The entry was about the life. Very chim :S

Kk. Finally~ Holidays! Yeah...

:D

2007-07-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

Okies.

I have decided... I will stop going school from now. Forsake this semester =X

Hopefully next Sem will be good. Recently into mahjiong, it is rather fun. Quite a lot to learn I guess...

Aeh, to quit smoking is really not easy... Cutting down is possible.

updates

2007-07-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hihi

I think I should type again. Dont know what to type...

I am going to fail this sem, need to retake...fuck. Totally moodless for anything. Just wanted to relax. Either alone or with friends. Being single or attached is better? I think it is very personal...Wells...Life still goes on

:D

I dont know if I should stop smoking...confused.

Fuck it...someone drink with me.

Feeling lazy

2007-06-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

O_o

Recently I feel lazy, I dont know why. I think....ya, I dont know why.
Recently I am very broke, I think it is because I am back to 1 pack ++ Per day.

I dont really know why, but I think sometimes, it is just good if some friends can gather to drink and smoke. Drink till we are dead drunk. It feels good...to lie down on any place...Drunk. hahhs...

I need to think of something which can motivate myself now. Cyas...

Sgt.sicko.x =D

Back to school

2007-06-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

Alrights,

Tomorrow I will be going back to school, school started like 1 week ago. I took 1 week off myself and I seriously think that I cannot make it. Shit!

Hmms...Life now is abit better, things change this holiday, I never thgt that I will be able to be with the girl of my dreams. Didnt really expect that to happen. Lols...

Ok, Now I am going to pack my bag and make sure that I make it to school tomorrow, God Bless Pls.

satisfied with life.
Victor Tan

Fishing Trip~!

2007-06-09T02:09:00.000+08:00

Ok, today I am going to blog about the enjoyable fishing trip!

1st, the photo. :)

This morning (Friday) , the 3 of us got up early to fish since we haven been fishing recently. Started fishing and the Sun was terrible, totally burn us. After Ji kee, we felt better, much better. We...started fishing for small fishies. Thats what we always do, but we yearn for big ones.

After fishing for quite some time, an uncle came over to borrow stuff, we chat a little and thought he was talking cock bout how big fishes he caught. Then he came over again with his Hp and photos of big ones.

Then I started to bomb him with questions about fishing. He shared his experiences and technique with us, so happy. I even asked him to teach his method of hooking a prawn. He demo his skills on my set of stuff. After casting, we were chatting and my rod started to jump! Very scary. I took the rod and played with it awhile, the fight was terrible. I was too noob~ Passed the rod to the uncle, he fought...but it broke my fishing line.

Estimated weight of fish to be 2kg and above ?

We exchanged contacts, meeting up soon to buy some stuff. And after 8+ hours of fishing, we left....Happily.

:)

O_< >_o

2007-06-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

O_< >_o
Will be my title, because I dont know why must a post have a title

Hmms, to sum up this whole week, I think it is still acceptable. I finally cut down on my sticks. Quite happy to have achieved that, because I guess soon I will be able to quit for good :D

Life is still boring, as usual. I dont know what I am doing each day. Just sleep and wake up and eat and game and smoke. It keeps going on and on. BORING. EMPTY.

Sicko.

I went US

2007-05-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

Alrights!

Finally here to type once again! In good mood because my holidays are just days away. Damn happy,

Ok, this week I went to school on tueday because I know that there is a test on. When I first enter the class, someone told me I went into the wrong class... Next a classmate asked me if I went US. Was amazed by that question. Lol. Stunted I am.

And it reminded me that I skipped 4 times each, which is a month! Woo...Scary.

Okies...Life's boring :(

Updates

2007-05-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hmms,

Nothing much to update, but still have to type something here.

I Ponned 2 out of 3 weeks since school started, I dont know why. Seems rather distracted and moodless to study, aww...Sucks. I think I should start thinking hard, but I shall see. Hope I am in school tomorrow :)

Recently watching Healing Hands 3, nice theme songs and storyline.
Ok, I will sleep now, because I want to make it to school tomorrow, When can I find something to motivate me ? Damnit.

:D

A fine But scary day...

2007-05-14T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today,

I wanted to just spend the day playing games and sleep. So I did, but halfway thru, I got a phonecall from a number which I don't know. So I picked it up, to my surprise/horror, it was that someone which I am so much determined to forget but of cause I cant. What will you do under such circumstances ? Teach me ?

So I just answered questions and didnt wanted to carry on the chat. But at the same time I missed the voice. I know...I am weak, and if I carried on, I will eventually fall again. So...ya... I think she will do fine in no time.

Doubtful for myself :)

Victor,
Slp 1st then Sch

Silent

2007-05-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

E_e

What does this means or look like to you ? I dont know, but my friend once told me it looked like the eyes of one being boxed. Well...I really dont know. For all I know is just that. This had already been the past, it is never going to be the same again. What the fuck have I done?

When I woke up, I realised that the girl of my dreams is merely a dream, too good to be true in anyway :)

Sometimes, you just cant discard off the bad memos which you dont intend to keep. No matter how hard you try. So it is good to have a stick or two at this point of time. Hahhs... Off I go then.

Happy Day;Happy Man

2007-05-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

Yoz!

Today, I am happy... Because my day started with a Fishing trip at seletar~

Was feeling sucky initially cause the water is muddy there. But good God gave me a Peacock Bass, after reeling up that fish, I felt life once again, Lol. Kua Zhang right ?

Headed home soon after for a nap, after which, we went geylang for dinner fermented beancurd and durians. Jokes on the way entertained us. Hahhs...

After dinner, we went for a walk...Damnit. Lols... I almost got crucified. Then we headed home and reached home at about 12am. Tired but fulfilled day.

PEACOCK BASS

MONday

2007-04-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Ok, it is monday... I hate it...

Because I must go to school. Damnit...

Spend my Sunday rotting at home, doing nothing. Wonder why am I lucky in game but not in real life. Hahhs... anyways...

Hmms, looking forward to school breaktime, because we discovered a Lao Di Fang, A smoking place where we found safe... cool! Hmms, I am cutting down on cigges le, 2 per day is too destroying I guess. Alrights...

:D Dry and empty :D

Lonely days to come as usual

2007-04-22T02:24:00.000+08:00

Yes!

1st of all, I am quite happy today, was on my way out for dinner with my friends when my mom ask me if I smoke, then I told her yes casually, surprised...expected. GREAT! Not much discussion on that, she told me in 1986 times...1 pack of cigges was sold at 1.50 per pack...then she advised me to quit A.s.a.p. which is mission impossible...most I cut down.

Hmms, I emo ? gosh, everyone have got emotions, but I think I controlled it rather well...no swings on others...anyways...

Taking puffs on the rootop yesterday with sean and Ben, was great too... quite like that feeling of standing so high. But I guess it would be a bad idea to get drunk at a rooftop, what if ones get drunk and decides to jump. Lols!

Today meet Des and pills talk cock and dinner, found out shocking stories..Aww... It really made me believe that the ones you really love, can bring you up or take you down...Which in most cases...take us down...Fuck!

:D Happy Man :D

Updates...

2007-04-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

It is time for me to update again...

Ever since school started, I seems to be more busy, entertaining lesser of those thgts. Which is good to me. I think that my decision to walk out of that was good, so eventually I deleted everything which allows me to have thgts. But what really bother was the memories...which I could not block and delete...Lols.

Anyways, this week is ending real soon. Looking forward to the weekend break. Wonder where can I go. Seriously need to chill.

I am wondering if I should quit smoking too, because I got quite sick of that and I am starting to get broke. But on the 2nd thgt, I am not sure... each puff is an enjoyment...or rather it made me feel lighter. Whoo...

Alrights...Cyas...

School

2007-04-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

Finally,

School starts...and I cant believe 2 months and 1 week passed so damn fast. Wtf was I doing back then, I seems to do little things only.

Alrights, it is really hard to understand how come my whole group of friends got low in confidence and got rejections...Sad. Now girls are damn diff to chase...Nabei... I think the taiwan rejects are the top grade spore. Lols.... :D

I think there's no why to falling for a person. Even when nothing seems to be right, got a quote from previous learning.. "Things don't have to be perfect for me to love" Think only some will get it. It is hard to force your way to forget a person. Fucking hell lame reasons... not good enough is the typical ones. Being too good is the fresh one. Nv had I heard this 1 till recently...

Great. To the main reason why I update today. Cause I had a fun time last week while clubbing. To peeps out there... Clubbing are not just for DESPOS... I guess only despos think themselves that it is place for despos...suck that.

We only danced among ourselves and laughed our way. Chilled and relax... So I didnt get to see any prob with that, anyway...continue soon. Gonna get in game with friends....

Alrights...EveryDay is a New Day.

2007-04-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

HAhhs...

I think it is time to update a little. Today...Tuesday, force myself to wake up early...11.30am...Wtf.

I got no choice as I booked 3 sessions of Ttt and then I got my FTT, so... I stayed in SSDC from 1.30 till evening. Recently not in very happy mood and I tio this siao kia during 2nd Ttt...sitting beside me, fucking hell...I am not joking, he is retarded. He make funny noises and farted...nabei, I really cant take it.. so I stared at him for the 2 minutes and it really wasted my time.

Hmms, hard work eventually...you know ? I passed my FTt on the 4th attempt today. Quite happy. But still not in a good mood.

HOWEVER, I think I should just treat everyday as a new day. Possible ? No idea, never know if I never try. aww...I need some happy songs...anyone to send me ? Hahhs..

Rights...Supper and smking session now...Cyasss...

A mixture of sadness and happiness

WTF

2007-04-07T06:43:00.000+08:00

Yoz.

Just got home from fisherman village after a drinking session with my friends. Was great as I felt troubled recently.

Today, I saw the dead body that went missing, that Indian guy who got drowned. He was about 2 arms length away from me. It is rather gross, and it spoiled my mood seriously. I joked about it hours ago and indeed I saw what I joke. Cool.

For my friends who cared. Sorry for smoking so heavily. Because...Once upon a time... I thought I found my motivation in life, and time to time, they are just set-ups... there isnt any more things that I find as motivation anymore. Life seriously just sucks...

And...I just dont know how many times must I fall before I start to learn... Why ?
Maybe it is just because mankind just dont want to stay at the level they are at, they are constantly asking and seeking for more. Never satisfied, but there isnt nothing wrong about that right ? moreover, I am just seeking something that everyone simple already have.

FK...How I wished that indian was me...Just me...

O_o no more.

Faith N Fear

2007-04-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hi,

Recently I questioned myself, can faith and fear co-exist ? And I still don't have an answer.

But for what I think, I think that by... right they cannot, but if they happen to, you will be confused with your own decision and eventually feel lost. Had been a heavy smoker for these few days and I felt nothing about it. I think I will just go on and on...

To summarise this week, I think it had been a good one, because I did quite a lot of excerise, gyming, soccer and jogging. I got myself tired and saved myself from the sleepless nights. However, there are instances whereby I can't get to sleep even though I am tired, I shall look into what else can I do. Arhahhs...yeap.

Praying that it all goes well.

Cyas O.o

New bike and tired day

2007-03-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

Hellos...

Today is such a tiring day, Woke up in the noon and started lifting weights and exercising. After that...I recieved a call from a friend. To go gyming as I had suggested... ooh

So we decided to save the bus fare, ride bike there... But my bike is spoiled...so I...went to buy a new 1.... not that bad...

Now I am very much poorer now...quite sad.

I hoped that everything will go well, Please...

Back

2007-03-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

~Alrights, posting again~

I can only say that this week had been normal. Normally sway... Fishing without catch, soccer and rain.

Anyway, I hope I am getting my mood back, recently I have no idea what happen to me, I guess it is the same old problem. But it is easy to get over with I guess... So...yeah.

Saw a nick from my friend's Msn saying... ' Sometimes the hardest things to let go of, are the things you never really had.' Oh and I think that it is very very true. I think many should agree on that too ? It made sense right ? Arhahhs... And there are many things that I wished, prayed and hoped for, but eventually didnt get it, so there are many many things I find it hard to let go... causing sleepless nights and the feeling sucks~

So again, I hoped that the weeks to come will be great for me. Amen. Lol...

Bad day for Fishing

2007-03-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

The title tells...

It was a bad day to fish, I dont know why. It didnt start off well so the whole trip was in a mess. We reach the destination later than our expected time and so many unexpected stuff happened, live prawn was dead...bla bla...

Went fishing...and got something...Sunburnt. Not bad.

After reaching home, I went to unpack and then bathe. After that, I slpt all the way till now. How great if we can sleep forever, and then we dont have to think so much about our problems in life. yeah ?

:)

Oyea, My complain was out on the New paper, I read and...they really sucks...they cut away my climax, the part where I was Fking singnet. Wtf...

:(

=]

2007-03-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

Alright,

Today is wednesday... I have no plans on what to do till the end of the holidays yet. I want to do more stuffs like more fishing trips, night cycling and more... I think if everything goes well, this week I can fish again! o_O

Recently I have got no mood to plan or do things as well, and I realise that I got affected by others too easily, but I got no choice. Maybe after more practice, I will do better :D

So today, I am going out to walk around and scout for good FISHING stuff~!

Byes.

Farging Barbies...

2007-03-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today let me start from morning.

Morning went to work, 12 to 3 or 4 ? Few hrs only...so little $

Next, went to sign up plan with Ben, it dragged for an hour cause they cant track whose name is it under.

After that, went for soccer...and that is the best part of the day. Playing soccer when the fking barbies sat in our court... And then, I went over nicely to tell the coach, PLs ask your players to sit else where cause they are in our court, we cant play that way... He fking ask them to shift....at most 15 cm away...Wtf, Brainless White cloth believers...Ccb.

15cm dont make any diff, "Ahlah...mud."

Do I got to teach them, started wacking balls towards them, finally hit. And the brown colour creature can ask me to say sorry. Of cause I said no, and started the conflict. So I started xialan'ing which I do best, the Fking coach came over and talk cock. Say what represent what Nee soon east.. NSE what ? Gangsters ar.

Fuking Pea brains coach and his Players... Always believing that a white cloth can do wonders ? Fuck off... Even mention police and stuff. Lol. I was called a greenhorn for asking him try bring the police down.

It is the 2nd time having conflict with these bunch of faith filled white cloth believers, 3rd time I am going to ask some PAP members or what, to give an answer

The next time I play soccer there, I will surely bring pork meat along, be it mei zhen xiang or what. Best if I can bring a dog along.

:)

F-up

2007-03-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

Hmms, have not been typing these few days...

Dont really know what happened again, but felt quite F-up and pissed easily, lucky got games to play...can de-stress abit =]

300

2007-03-11T03:34:00.000+08:00

oh...

Today is quite happening... Shall start for the start...

1st, we went sakura for the dinner buffet, as soon as we reach there, we started getting the 1st round of food, the steak and fishes came too... during the 2nd round, the kitchen's roof got a leakage of water... and whole place is screwed up. So in the end, it was a free meal for everyone there...including us who filled our stomachs already. We were all laughing away happily.

2ndly, we went back yishun to watch movie...titled 300. It was a nice movie, very nice...

Based on the epic graphic novel by Frank Miller, 300 is a ferocious retelling of the ancient Battle of Thermopylae in which King Leonidas (Gerard Butler) and 300 Spartans fought to the death against Xerxes and his massive Persian army. Facing insurmountable odds, their valor and sacrifice inspire all of Greece to unite against their Persian enemy, drawing a line in the sand for democracy. The film brings Miller's (Sin City) acclaimed graphic novel to life by combining live action with virtual backgrounds that capture his distinct vision of this ancient historic tale.

Okays... sounds interesting ? Their favourite pasttime is chopping off ppl's leg. Cool.
So, we didnt waste our $9.50, not bad....

:)

Failed

2007-03-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

I failed FTT, but it is perfectly fine.

After that, got driving lesson which I was late again. 20 mins.

Today(Thursday)

I got 2 lessons...interesting things always happens...Today, many things happen on road.

1st.... 2 cab drivers...dont know fight over what...driving in the road like snakes. Like want to bang each other like that...causing jams... stupid.

2nd .... is the best part of my day! I was driving and changing lane when this car is behind me doing the same thing, so it looked as thou I am trying to block him, so he horned me when he was behind...then horn and horn when he drove beside me...

My instructor instantly got damn Dulan, stretch over to my horn and press it... Then I snatch for the horn to press also...Lols... Song....After that we wanted to catch up with the car and do stunts, but traffic light....Argh...but it was fun.

Cyas...

Ftt FTT fTf FtT

2007-03-07T10:33:00.000+08:00

Yo

Finally.... I am not working for today and tomorrow. I am super happy... The job is making me insane, I want to quit soon I guess....

Alrights...Later will be my Final Theory Test... I really don't know when will it REALLY be Final. It is the 3rd time, but I am not giving up :D

After Ftt, will be a 100 mins long lesson. I pray that I still know how to drive...Lol.

Okays...I shall rest more now...

byee

Tired I am

2007-03-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hmms, true enough...MIA closed down...so long ago. Hahhs... So we had a change of plan, we met quite late as there are lots of ppl, 10. I cant believe it myself too, 10 leh.

So we went and reach at bout 11 plus and started hanging out in there for bout 5 hrs. No wonder I am so dead tired. By the time it is 3 plus, I am already totally dead... I know I am already half asleep, then I am just trying to move my body so as to be not out of place. And then, I knock my head against this girl infront of me =x Damn paiseh lar... Anyways... yeah. Did quite a lot of things for the 1st time too.

After that, we went supper and took a bus home. I think it is really tiring, if we do this every week, we will die at the age of...around 25 ?

Slping time...

o_+

2007-03-03T12:31:00.000+08:00

o_+ --> this means that I am dying soon.

Recently got so tired...must be because of work. Wtf... the manager there sucks... old woman.

I ponned two days of work, muhahhs...and it is very last minute. Song~

later going to MIA, hope that it is still open for business. Because some say it is closed for good, some say it is still in business. Well, hope everything runs smoothly today...

Next week will be my test date for FTT, 3rd time trying. Po bi let me clear...hahhs...

rights...gonna play games. Byee

=-=

2007-02-26T03:37:00.000+08:00

yo,

Recently quite busy, for the past few days, went to kbox to celebrate my mum's birthday, the day before, went for fishing again, this time...the four of us got at least 1 fish/frag. I got more than 1 but less than 3, which means 2 =x Not bad...Better luck.

After that, the next event is the Bbq event. Went bbq at east coast, it is quite fun.

Suddenly realise that I can do so many things in a week, quite happy with this week, alright...here comes another week.

Just saw something...and I realise it is time. Hahhs... o_O

Good week ahead Everyone~

Ice skating and soccer and Movie

2007-02-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hello

For today, I already summarise what I did and where I go in the title above... "Ice skating and soccer and Movie"

Morning, went to ice skate, for about 2 hrs, it is really quite fun skating for the 2nd time in my life, I fell 2 and a half times today, not bad... they said that if you nv fall, it is like nv go ice skating like that....so...yeah.

So after I reach home, I changed and go down to the court for soccer, I dont know what is happening, my leg hurts..Cramp.

After that, I rushed home as I met my family for movie, the...Singapore movie... Argh! Damn lame lar, what follow the law or what, like that also can make 1 movie ? Waste my $ lar...

hahhs, I am going for supper now...Cyas

.New week.

2007-02-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hmms,

Today is a new day of the week, felt quite good today.

Woke up in the morning, slack a little, was good because I don't have to visit anyone. Received a call from my friend that she is visiting my parents...Lols. So I prepared and waited. After that, listened to hokkien songs...aeh, the MTV rocks...

After that, went for lunch under my block and after that... I saw my sandbag which I seldom kick these days and I started kicking it. I started from the basics...argh. Got to practise more often =]

After all the training, watched TV and then chatting on MSN. Recently msn seems more interesting to me =]

Yeah.

=]

2007-02-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

Alright, today is Saturday...

...and I am getting to feel a little bored, because CNY is nearing and I will have to see my relatives which I dont really like. Hahhs...

Today, have been slping most of the time and then watch a little bit of Tv, after my excercise and bath, am now typing and after this I am going to plan my next week. Hopefully next week will be great bah, but till now, I have got to think of how to pass my CNY =]

Alrights...:" Happy Chinese New Year, Everyone ~ ! " Enjoy yourselves.

o_O

2007-02-16T14:51:00.000+08:00

Today...is...Friday...

I went for my last lesson that I booked this week. It is at 8:35am. I left home at 7:50 plus but ended up still late, damn it...for the buses that were inconsistent.

Today's lesson was fun, I finally proceed out to the road that everyone is driving on. Thats so fun... I went above the road limit which was at 50, I went 60 and the instructor told me he almost got a heart attack =) Thrilling...

Went home after that to sleep, not sure if I'm going out later...shall see...yeap...Cyas...

Updated

2007-02-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

Oh, hahhs...

Finally I did some changes to the background, I guess it is time to move on and change a Pic. So I really did.

It is really laggy and I cant stand it. But nvm...

Lesson is good today, finally moved on... Tomorrow's lesson is early, hope that I will not be late again...not very good, learn lesser also...hahhs...

Nights and cyas.
=D

A Bore Thursday ahead

2007-02-15T12:36:00.000+08:00

Today,

I guess it is going to be boring, I really had no plans other than going for lessons and then going down to town for a little while, no plans after that. Seems like there is nothing to plan in my life even though I got myself a planner...Lols. How dumb.

Woke up in the morning and I slack around, then I realise I have not been exercising that much recently, not lifting weights that much too, so I am going to do that before I get out of house...

Cyas...

What I have been waiting for...

2007-02-13T01:24:00.000+08:00

Holidays!

Yeah...Finally!

Okays... Dont really know what am i going to do in this long holiday... I am still waiting... waiting... and waiting... silently...

Argh...

Last day of sch is fun I guess, after sch, went for soccer and it was fun! I broke through ? I think so...

Alrights...cyas...

Photos of previous post =]

2007-02-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Here are the photos taken recently....

.Ubin trip.

2007-02-10T21:19:00.000+08:00

Yo,

It is really fun today. Went ubin to cycle and swim...at the quarry. We were having fun swimming in the quarry when 3 angmohs came in... we chatted with them and we convince them to swim, that lady change to her bikini on the spot... whooo... when she jump and comes out of the water...it is like the commercial we often see in Tv, silky golden hair.haha...

She is fun, we joke about the four legged snake as it is swimming in the quarry as well. We told her that it is a croc, my friend said it is a "Ubin croc", almost extinct... Haha... it was suppose to be endangered. She got frighten and it is funny to scare her... After that we brought them to the 2nd quarry. Took photos for their grp and they too, took photos for us.

I saw James Blunt...you're beautiful.... hahhs...

After that, cycling back for boat ride... when friend saw a 50 bucks note on the track, so we got free zi cha after that, it was really nice...curry fishhead and stuffs.... =]

Hahhsss

Help.less

2007-02-10T04:38:00.000+08:00

Hmms, not sure if I should type in details.. or rather...should I even type.

Guess I should because I cant even sleep.

Today...2 events happened and left me totally helpless... 1 really happened, the other was just a thought after that. So many people are slave of the factor time. Tied down by it...

What will you do when you are unhappy ? I will choose to sleep or exercise. Today... both didn't work out... no beer at home...to escape... I am just helpless... is there really nth I can do to help ?? Was thinking how great it would be if I can shoulder all the suffering that will happen to my love ones...but I cant... I am no Jesus... would you ??

Back to the 2Nd... it was that which made me lost my sleep at even 4:49am... used to it already... ever had something on your mind always... ? It is really tormenting... to have the thgt when you are awake, and when you try to sleep...and the moment your eyes close... that thgt came... try living under such circumstances for months...

silently....
>_<

=D Finally

2007-02-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmms, finally I got to log in to this page where I can type again. Realise it is because I didnt change it to the new 1.

So it is...Thursday.

Felt so great skipping lessons...

Played games and got good items...haha...Golden cicada! cool name...

To update... I finally got myself enrolled into the Driving school. And on the very day after I got home, I book my first 4 lessons which is on next Tue, Wed, Thurs and Fri.

Finally! school is ending...Holidays coming. I really enjoyed this sem.

Bye

Finally

2007-02-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

Okies...

Finally I want to update le, hahas... Hmms, a fine week...

Yesterday went fisherman village again to drink. Played 5 10 and both of us got drunk. Vomitted and really felt that for the 1st time. I felt that when you are not sober, you feel happier...haha!

So I reached home and fell asleep in the toilet as the shower is still on.... Arh... Finally...

Now playing online games...Cyas....

SBM - Singapore beats Malaysia

2007-01-28T11:48:00.000+08:00

Hello,

Finally i am here to type again, yesterday I went to the stadium to watch the soccer match which is singapore against malaysia, it was really nice.... because you can see how united the sporeans are... ... Being racist. Wahaha... Singaporeans are really vulgar and I really really love it.

:"It is a bore draw!"

Then it went to ET and pen and once again you can see how united they are...to cheer for spore team and jeer at the malaysia team. SONG.

After the match, we went to pasir ris for dinner and slack. We saw our sec sch friend there as well and manage to share a cab back yishun. So after we reach home at bout 4am, we also had a round of dotA. After that, I went to rest and woke up again at....7am, to go to my grandfather grave, 100th day.

So I just came back and I am going to either play games or sleep. =)

An unlucky week

2007-01-20T03:12:00.000+08:00

Hihi,

Today is finally saturday, Weekends! That is what I have been waiting for from every Monday.

To summarise this whole week, erm... not that bad. Just got quite unlucky. From Injury to... Hahhs...If you dont understand what the Dots meant, it is alright.

I am trying to plan a trip to seletar this weekend, to fish. Fishing is really fun I think, a good sport for injured people...haha.

Recently, I got very lost and I dont know what I am doing and who am I. I am just an empty shell.

=S

Today

2007-01-17T03:08:00.000+08:00

Today = Tuesday.

Went down to school for the last day of open hse to help out, I think I can get 4 points. Quite fun... We cleared the stock fast in order to go home earlier.

Sold kachang puteh to the push cart ppl beside us. Free flow and mega size cones...GEMS ar... HAhhs. I think we went don't know how many miles.

Just got to know some scary and eerie facts, that during the fishing trip yesterday, there's this thingy looking at our back, looking at us. Walau... Must be Allah ? Allah is truly suspicious... But what ever it is, as long as we dont do wrong things, hope that they dont disturb us.

So I am gonna slp now, no idea what to do tomorrow. Just finish playing Fm and dotA. Tired.

Just downloaded don't lie and other songs by BEP. Yawns...

Nights... =]

Fishing on Monday

2007-01-16T04:03:00.000+08:00

Alright, I just came back after 3 hrs of fishing at puggol end just now.

Not that bad, very happy with the results. Caught 3 catfishes and a stonefish. My new reel is indeed nice. ;-)

Today(monday) went down to RP to help out in the IG stall. Sell kachang puteh again. Tiring, tomorrow must go down again. But not that bad lar, got chance to see here and there...Lols.

Okkk, gonna post a photo and go sleep liao.

=D

=)

2007-01-14T05:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went overnight fishing at bedok, raining....

Super cold till I feel like dying, walked for 45 mins to mcdonalds for hot tea.

Didnt get any fish at night, morning...There was a bite. Very much amazed by the bite. Because it was an unexpected 1. Strong 1 too, it bite my bait 2 times...the 2nd time it bit off my whole hook and left me with nothing. It escaped. Soon after we went home.

After this, I thought that you might not always get what you want in life and that the fishes that bit on you hook might not be hook for long, not yours...

Ah...if that fish was mine....

=D

The post of the fishing stuff ;)

2007-01-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

Friday just rocks...Lols

2007-01-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hello...

Once again, it is going to be friday soon and I am really excited...because I am going fishing on friday till saturday, I just bought a new reel and some other stuff like floats. It cost me 67 bucks and I am really broke now. Shall upload my new stuff... ;)

I hope I pick up 50 bucks from the floor tomorrow, Hahhs.

So school have been quite fun, not as bad as I expected, enjoying this class.

RP open house is this saturday to tuesday, and we have off days, cool. So the next time I will be in school will be thursday. But I am going down to help out in the open house, for my IG. Can scout as well, so nVm lor...

>_< Victor

Monday just sucks, Lols

2007-01-08T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today is.. Monday, and I ponned again. Pls dont let me fail this module. ARhahas...

So damn tired cause yesterday... cousins came to my house and watch soccer and they used my desktop to make some online betting, good thing is that they brought martell here and I am drinking them now, with ice.

Cant get to sleep yesterday, cause I saw someone that reminded me of another one. =X

So tomorrow I have to go school, because I got a meeting and a talk to attend to, Hope I get into the talk and earn points.

Last saturday was quite a good 1, we went fisherman village after joanne's party. Ambience was quite good, just that all guys there. But it is okay, buddies. That place reminded me of how I screw up that day, quite badly.

Alright, I hope my martell will give me sweeter dreams and better sleep. Hahhs...

School is just...

2007-01-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

AwwwW...

School totally sucks. Thursday, which is later on, my sch starts. ARgh~!

Now I am trying to fix my laptop instead of enjoying my football manager. I have been quite a good manager, winning cups for my team. Making a dream team, with....just a little cheating. Soccer is just fun.

Thinking about how I am going to die in school later. Argh. Sucks... Installing Systemworks on my Laptop now. Hope I dont need to format. Plsss...I dont want to format. =D
NORTON pls work.

Ok, now I can just look ahead... to... the next holiday ? Awww...I cant celebrate Chinese new year, my grandpa... So planning of how to spend that time.

Ok, off to prepare everything...

Hope 07 is going to be great ;-)

=] Last Day of 06 [=

2006-12-31T14:50:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to 2006 soon...

06... yeah, been a long year... good and bad memories

Xmas eve had been "interesting" I swear I will never do that again, too tiring. Now is about New year eve, which is today... Wonder what will happen.

--.Bored.--
Holidays are going to be over soon...yawns...

Football manager is such a fun game to entertain you. When you cant win the team, you can try out stupid things. Shall upload a picture soon. Hahhs...

;-)

Eve is just minutes away...

2006-12-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Gosh,

Why is there Xmas, it is boring...Damn...

I m so sad, haha, It is too boring... Oyeah, "tian liang yi hou" the song is nice... thanks.

Ok, I shall watch tv and drink a little now, Cyas...

Christmas So0n

2006-12-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today is... Wednesday.

These two days had been rather bad, because of the rain. I heard it is the worst in the 75 years, yesterday went out and there was a flood. Wonder if it will rain again on christmas...haha...

Where to go on christmas eve, still there are no plans yet, feel like staying home if there isnt any plans. Don't know if I will be able to go out also, ran out of ideas...hahhs...

Now packing some stuff for friends...room quite messy also... Mum just bought a chair from Ikea. Fix it up... A pink chair, cause there isnt any other colours left...

Wearing specs now, don't know why my eyes just hurts suddendly....Zzzz....
I think I played too many games since this morning le.

Yesterday night tonned overnight, each of us 1 bottle. Had prata too, and visited the toilet many times also...wahahs. Then they come my hse and rested for awhile and watch racist clips... South Park : D

Updated template ;-)

2006-12-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hmms, starting to get bored of that old template, so I edited and change to this current one. With more animations, a photo of myself and a new watermark. Whee...

Today is monday, last week had been quite a fun week I guess...Went malaysia...Suck sucksss~!
Malays there are racist towards chinese...super obvious, better don't let me come across malaysian malays who are on vaction in Singapore....

Came back on Wednesday. Went gym on thursday, played soccer on friday, went bbq on saturday... Saw a cat, went to hit it with my slipper, My friend almost killed the cat with a glass bottle....OMG. Left in the morning, interesting, Got drunk, got high, got Emo -_- and finally got Sober but tired...in a group.

Sunday rested at home. And....It is a new day of the week! MONDAY.

Planning to slack more... =]

Hmms, Lost...

2006-12-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Yoz,

Just updated my banner, so might as well type an entry too.

Today...is... Friday. What I did today...hmms... Play games... Sleep... Eat...workout.

So the day past quite quickly... Tomorrow have to go bugis again to sell sweets.... hope everything will be fine.

This week...quite sucky. There's many things I don't understand but I won't say...Guess I will just let it fade away silently...yeap. This is Life. =)

Going malaysia soon...Sianz. Hope I dont get killed there....
X'max is coming soon, I hope to meet up with my friends.... and spend time together.... =D

Byeeee >_<

Holidayssss

2006-12-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Haha, yes... Holiday.

So many things happened since I last blogged. Good and bad...But I guess I am happy with my life bah.

I dont think I want to explain much too. Does not mean I am right or wrong. I gave my best during the period of time, and thats too much for me to take... and I know.ha.

SO finally it is holiday...and... My current Frag at seletar increase to 5 peacock bass le, ever since last week. wahahas....so damn happy. I brought home that cute fishy but it died...Nvm. I went to buy a fish just now and thats....a new start.... Going to take a picture for it later.

Recently I feel tired... This weekend I will be at the NLB selling sweets again...come visit me and I shall treat you sweets...haha...

Hmms, Finally understood what they say... being single is good. =X okays...Shall go and take picture with my fishy.

Byeee....

A new week tomorrow

2006-11-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

Bla Bla...

So fast Sunday. To summarise this week... Hung out more often with Classmates, not bad... know them better, can talk more rubbish...Nice.

Hmms, this coming Wednesday got FTT liao, together with shuxian...lols, haven even study yet... Scary. Pls pls...let my tyco pass.

Ok, this whole week never go out with my friends... Arh, nv go out talk cock like not feeling well leh. Addicted liao... Faster go fishing.... I am still waiting for my dear fishy....Anyway, holidays coming soon le... can spend more time fishing , then I will be Pro'er =x

Just gave Melissa my URL...Hello HEllo..!

Ok, I need to study a bit le, bye bye...

O_o

2006-11-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

Haix Haix...

Today, moodless... maybe swing ? So decided not to go out and affect ppl. Sorry...

Suddenly, had flashback of the past... Long long ago. Haix...

Questions that I cannot answer came back... No one can answer them. =]

I love fishing!!

2006-11-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

zZz...

Type halfway auto summit...Damn this thingy.

Today... Super tired... Morning went fishing alone again, Quan join me after that... Omg, got siam lou... got 4 bites, 1 catch...but dropped... so consider 1 lar. Nice beautiful little Peacock bass...ARh... no fate to bring it home as a pet. Nvm, better luck next time.

Then after that, went home and bath, change and meet Ben to go gym... so many people there... gym a while then went off le, we chase the bus, quite fun...run past all the coffeeshops... We reached earlier than the bus 811... muhahahas.

Reached home, Play gunbound and maple... =X Didnt know that event can get so much $$ 100,000, wahahas, can buy items...okies, Very lame to play such games, but too bored... no entertainment.

Don't know what am I going to do now le, Slack ?

Bye byee... =]

Haix

2006-11-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hai...hai...

Breathing hard. Tired...so tired...haha. Tired mentally and physically...got to sleep early and get charged.

byee

Updated Template

2006-11-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

Finally, I made some changes to the template. Trying yesterday to change but with 'Error' . This morning woke up early and kept trying until now, finally get the Archives thingy in place. Changed a photo and some text.

Later going out for a walk. Going back to sleep now.

Tired

2006-11-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

=D

Yesterday, I ponned again! I woke up quite late, went to get my stuff at around 1 plus - 2. After that proceed straight to lower seletar to fish alone. Fish till 5 plus, boon come find me fish a while. Be4 that, 2 bite and didnt manage to catch any. When he came, got a peacock instantly...lols... small and cute. Haven take photo it flip and flap back into the water. =( Left after 5 hours.

Today went cck to swim, tired ! rain as usual, just like yesterday... went home after that and took some weight. hahhs....training le.

Recently dont know what am I doing, quite lost. Scared I cant manage my timing. Friday may go out for celebration, but I want to find time to acc her =x

Lastly, why got feeling some crazy kid is reading this page constanly...haha...why come and see this bus3rd de blog. Lols... Bo dai Bo Ji.... =D

Slpy...

=)

2006-10-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday again, so fast, 1 week past.

My grandpa reduced to ash. After living for 81 years, whats left is just ashes... whats the point of.... ..... After the funeral, 1 son got disown...lols.

Recently nothing to note down leh, life is just normal.

Thinking about how things have turned, next time when friends say it wont affect friendship, dont trust. Hahhs, any wrong steps taken will lead to being condemn by groups...lol. ya ? But will not regret this decision bah...

There is a sudden lost of motivation, I need to push it up. I think all my fishes are gone. Where are my fishes! oyeah, so broke this time... Want to work, but I need time, so play soccer is time saving, but too big a risk, so....hahhs.

Off for lunch.

=]

2006-10-26T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hi.

Hmms, recently got too many things to do. Have to settle my grandpa's wake. Tonning and tonning. Quite tired lar...

Now, just came home for a short rest, after that going down again to ton.

2day, went for a movie too, movie is quite chim ar, used so much brain cells before I understands...=[

quite a lot of things happen. Again, I become bad guy. Always e case, lols. So, whatever lo...

Byee

Yawns

2006-10-24T03:27:00.000+08:00

Started off worried. ended up pissed...

Hmms, heng I kept history...if not I can never clear myself. Anything bad, blame friends... Swing... 1 mth dunno got how many times...Friends have limit break too. dont take friends for granted.

Go get more people to 1 sided story if.... Hsf. =)

Bo da bo ji tio "fuck the bastard" ...Bastard you call 1 ? I don' think I owe you any explaination. And I nv need to... get this straight in.

Don't make my girl cry :P

Okays, thats all I have to say...
Call me any names... =] Sgt.sicko.X

Happy with what I have

2006-10-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

ARh,

Seems like I have not blog for sometime, but it's okay.

Past 3 days had been fun and tiring at the same time...found out something too, decided to go for it, dont want to think too much le. Just follow with e flow =]

Yesterday reached home at about 11 plus, waiting to go my grandpa hse, wait till fall asleep. Then weird... given my strength, sure will not wake up at 4 plus am de. But I just did...saw my parents room with lights on, didnt think much though it seems weird. Went to drink some water and walked back to my room...

Saw my dad running into my room, telling me...Ah gong is gone...
He left...peacefully. Age:81

I heard from my cousins that some cant sleep also, tossing and turning before they recieve the phone call. Another said he dreamt of.... and dared not sleep, and it came true. He said my grandpa... took 2 deep breath before he went. okay...
will be over next Friday... Arh...

[... My 1st time ...]

Should know what is it about bah. I hope it will go well and ya, just well... If there's anything to change... let me know...

Argh...Slpy. Go sleep 1st.

Movie at Vivo.

2006-10-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

Today, woke up in the morning..tired, yesterday soccer...sad lar, barc lost...

Prepare le go down meet friends for movie at Vivo... Death note..hmms, soso lar.
Didnt realise something, but too late...Nvm.

After that went home. Eat. Go out. Go home. Go online. Go sleep.

Fun day --- Tuesday

2006-10-18T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today is crazy, let me start from the start.

Morning met the usual people to go school, late for lesson and yulin got targetted by the fac. After that went toilet with sean, fac ask why must 2 person go and my reaction is...I scared, replied and walk off...seconds later I realise I gave that answer...but who cares, lols. Because of that, condemn. The fac didnt even come to our group for the whole day lar, obvious lo.

Went 7-11 to buy sweets and drinks for the 2nd break out, back at 1pm...relax =]

After school, met MJ and bread to book theory. And the joke of the day. In nyp, someone say I bias...nvm help her take book but help friend take bag. Lols... Next time lar, tired leh... took cab from nyp to the place, liew... dont know why add 2 bucks leh.

Here comes the joke... Sat with shuxian at the counter to book final, then got ask for Ic mah...So suddenly thgt of ROM mah...then keep saying zhu che le. After that...hui ping and mj came to the counter beside then I also shook their hands and say I zhu che le. Once I am done booking final, turned around and tapped the supposed-to-be hui ping and say zhu che finish liao, but it is not them leh, face change liao....become other people. But I no feeling leh, too tired...haha...Just very funny...haha...heng not paiseh. But I guess the stranger thought I siao bah. =P

After that I never join them for games and dinner bah, I went my way to have dinner far far away.... after that reach home about 11 plus pm. Saw Jackson Goh then took 804 home. NP seems stress...lols.

okies...signing off...byez

Sian

2006-10-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

Sian lar...tio accuse =( haix... For nothing I got that, Wth. I am really sian... why why why... lols. Fuck care le...argh. I know I nv can le. Lols...

Today pon half way, went to lib to rest and run away from class...in class cant breathe lar. Then I think... ...yeah.

Something is not right leh...super not right. Got the DTA Feeling.. o_O

I think most Prob I wont be going for movie on thursday le, wednesday I think I can. Sian half...for nothing I kena this problem. I do maintain and take good care of my stuff ok? I m 101% sure...

Yawns...Take a good sleep and will feel better.

Sch Tomorrow =(

2006-10-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

yoz...

Today tired lar... wake up at 8am, den send a few sms...then went back to sleep till 11 plus.

woke up again, then found out that chilli crab never go work. And cannot sleep, dunno thinking of what. Then complain bored... =X

After awhile, went out to buy concession and then on the way go to somerset... I bring crabby out to see the world...see action city got what. Then go eat...lols. Quite tiring lar, keep walking.

Next, got a phone call from my dad. Sounds what leh, then bo bian lar, went down tts hospital to meet my brother and visit my grandpa. He cant even hold a straw... sad lar. After that..went dinner with Grandma and family and reach home soon after.

Arh, tomorrow sch...Happy...like real.

Bye

Saturday =D

2006-10-15T03:01:00.000+08:00

Argh, super tired...I think today is a tiring day. yawnsss

I think it is time to set some targets that I want to. But dunno where to start leh.
nvm, shall think slowly. So broke lar, must save up le, if not at this rate how to go overseas :(

oya, saturday morning just sucks. woke up early in the morning because of damn bad dreams. ouch man... even in dreams can have such things...I think it is gonna come to pass real soon. Haix, if that day really come, how ar...another setback leh...

Then in the noon, went out to meet friends...1st went dhoby G in my home attire; slippers, shorts and an old old de tshirt. So out of place...I saw something that I can buy as a gift le. Got to save up, next...went to AMK usual place to play cards. huat ar...won...70 cents. hha... after that went dinner and talk cock.

Just finish watching the ying yang lu. So lame leh. whole show no link 1. arh, 3 am le, 2morrow gonna slp till late noon, but guess some1 have to go work bah...hahhs. not that fortunate bah.

Sunday liao...sucks...

Zzzz...off to sleep.

Friday the 13th

2006-10-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

Hello...

Today is friday the 13th. so Zhun. Today Nv go sch again. Did not regret lar... so sick and totally moodless...Haiz...sucks.

If only...but too bad..

Today is fun lar. Fishing! I met my friends to fish. I keep talking and forgot to lock my rod, and when I cast my 1st cast... half the rod flew into the sea. stunted...she kept laughing...evil lar.

Sun quite fierce, quite worried that my friend may melt lar. So lucky...Nv melt. If not I will feel bad. Phew...She became a chilli Crab. LOls...only thing is Nv walk sideways.

After that went home and change...And then went back kallang for dinner, tim sum and then fermented dou fu AND Durian...super good stuff...pricing was good too....F.

=D